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Birthday: 5/17/1989
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Wednesday, October 29, 2003

^ ^;; ROWLiN. How you really, TRULY feel? Well, here’s what I hafta say.

>> I just hated it how rudeyou were last time and the way you criticizedme. But I ain’t sayin no cuss words here, imma make this clean for yalls. ;D

Isn’t about you and me anymore?

Tis bout my prancing around stealing your copy written? And why the heck should I do that? Man, all of us are unique here. And I happen to be notthat kind of person whom you were humiliating and everything.

So you love everyone else who supports you.

Yes, yes. You love all of them who supports you in anyway they can. Well, what about your friends who kept telling you what were your mistakes? They were only trying to help you. Then you think negative things about them coz they weren’t supporting your side. FIRST OF ALL. I am not a friend stealer. What’s wrong with asking advices? SECOND. They’re not taking my side, nor any sides. Like me, they don’t want any misunderstandings too. THIRD. Why would you think they’d side wit me in the first place? Huh? Tell me, how do you pick on which side? Of course you’d pick the one who you think is right. Think for yourself. I’m not sayin that I’m the right one here. You’re the one who said that they’d side with me.

Didn’t use anyone?

Yea I told Tina that I felt used and ish. And that’s true. That’s how I felt when I knew. So you didn’t use anyone? You know what you did. What do you call the time when youdidn’t tell me, or didn’t let me know that you liked me in the first place? I should have known better to control my actions towards you; hanging ‘round with you all the time, letting you lay your head on my shoulder when you’re depressed & we’re alone. Oh and yea, often times being alone with you, getting too close, yadda yadda.. anyway, for me it meant nothing;juz normal doings of good friends. But NOOO.. to you it meant sumting else, a different thing. So you didn’t use anyone, aye? Well, think again.

Stole your copy written & stuff?

Steegyn? Weren’t you the one who told me: “Uuy.. steegyn ka din pala ha! Steegyn..” and I kept denying saying: “naahhh. I’m not.” Then finally agreed (para matapos na yung kulitan) saying: “Umm.. cge, fine. I’d be steegyn the sequel nalang and you’re the original, how’s that?” SEE? And for crying out loud! It’s just a word. What’s the big deal? You can keep the word steegyn if you like. I’m notthat kind of person who would fight over some word. ROWLiN::? I’m not copying whatever you’re doing with your blogs. What’s wrong with my ROWLiN? That’s what you always do, criticize people. Justbecause you’re skilled and everything, dat doesn’t mean that you have the right to criticize others. And fyi the word Rowlin’ is inspired by the great author of HP books, Ms. Joanne Kathleen Rowling. See? So what’s wrong with being inspired by her? Since she’s such a great writer? Aye?

Bout the comment.

Is it my fault that that xanger thought that way? If it’s bout how my blog looked like; what’s the problem if I wanted to put titles after each entry? Man, I have no intention of imitating you. Plus, you’re not the only one whose blogs are posted that way; title first then entry. Oh and if it is bout the lay out, well you made it. So, obvious enough? Edi I’d remove it now. Problema ba yun? First of all, I didn’t ask nor beg you to make me one(or two rather). Kusa kang gumawa para sakin. And I was even thankfulfor that.

Peace men.

I didn’t post this to carry on with our cold war. I am just pointing out my reasons. I’m not trying to humiliate nor offend you or anything. All I want now is to stop this cold war. Idon’t want anymore misunderstandings, you see. Why don’t we just forget everything and start all over again? Start talking again, be friends again. And finally stop all of these nonsense away-batistuff. So, peace.

>>Tricks87

Oh and yea, you might ask why be friends again after all of these? Coz obviously when you end up yer friendship, that only means one thing; yer going to be enemies. Duh. ;D and I don’t want to have any. So there. Gudday.


Tuesday, October 21, 2003

^ ^;; ROWLiN. peace meng! A big thanx to y’all..

This mawnin’

I got up (well, miraculously) on time.. but still not yet ready when da skulbus arrived.. (I’m not the only one! My bros too! Hehe :D) hmm..

 

At school

I had another one of my sleepy-head-banger days.. man I juz can’t shake out the sleepiness inside of muah.. Sumbody wake me up! Wake me up inside.. I can’t wake up.. lalala.. ;D I was badtrippin’ in Health time.. ughhh failed a quiz again.. but anyway I got a good score in our Algebra and EP class. So I guess that’s fair. But still! I crave for those nice, fat and juicy line of nines.. mwuahaha.. *obsessed again for good grades.

 

Hay.. anyway

there is this weird thing that happen in our Math class, not that weird but I find it amusing nyaha.. anyway I was currently doin’ my sleepy-head-bangin’ thing while our teacher asked us to do some exercises for our new lesson. I didn’t do well, been sleepin through it all and juz on time to wakie up when we’re bout to check it.. it wasn’t recorded anyway so I’m still safe (whew!). then againshe asked us to answer some numbers in the book, only now it’s for our seatwork and it is recorded. Aww.. I thought. How could I answer this wyl I’m not in theright state of meh mind? *again felt the sleepy sensation. Then I just pleaded within the ends of my mind for help, help me to wake up. Guess what? I suddenly felt the sleepiness within me lurking away and gradually left for good. I did well in the seatwork and was juz happy. I guess He heard me and answered my “prayer”. yesh, I just realized that I was actually praying.

Thank you so much Father! You are so good! ;) corny?

Nahh.. I’d praise Him with all my heart.

 

Hmm..

then at lunch time while eattin a few cookies and a chew chew candy, I just sensed this odd, but so peaceful feelin’. A cool breeze hit me in the face and I just felt at peace. A thought suddenly came crashin’ through my lil mind, how lucky I am.

 

How lucky

I am to be sittin’ here and eating food with my friends. How lucky I am to know such people that I now consider as my friends, we maybe not that close but I’m still thankful that I was given a chance to know such people. How lucky I am to be studying at a private school or juz even the thought that I am able to study. How lucky I am that even though my mom died, I still had my father with me. How lucky I am to have brothers and a sista. How lucky I am to even have my own cel phone, which I often complained bout not havin a nice and expensive one. How lucky I am that there are no fights between my family members, before we had and it’s juz awful. How lucky I am to be normal, in terms of body parts ;D. How lucky I am to have my own computer in our house! And how lucky I am to be taught how to make myself a website here in xanga! *Thanks a loteikks!For helping me get my own web here at xanga.. ;D

 

How we often forget

to say thank you to for all the blessings which we have received, that we take them for granted and just ask for more, more and MORE.. and if we don’t get what we want, we curse and do bad things, just like a stubborn, selfish lil kid who only thinks bout himself. I mean we should always thank Him for every blessing He has given to us; be it great or small. We should always appreciate what He does for us.

 

Just like friends.

I mean we often take them for granted too! Be thankful for accompanying you in going to the CR.. appreciate them for always being there when you need them. For cheering you up when you’re feelin blue. For everything!

 

But when

do we start the appreciating? I’ll tell you the usual thing that happens: When theyare gone, everythin’s gone. Yesh, we all know it’s true. You only know how important things are when they’re gone! Ughh.. I know! I’ve experienced that. Too tired to get into details. I’ve learned my lesson and don’t want others to have the same mistake.

 

We all

or probably most of us today wants to be appreciated but to be one appreciated person, we must know how to appreciate other people too! Right?

Anyway.. I hafta get some rest.. time to hit the sack! Peace out!

>>triCks87






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